So this is likely to be my last journal entry for 2 to 3 months. I hope it is. If I'm back after July 14th, I didn't make weight for my enlistment, and will not be going off to the Air Force, as planned.

My leave date is July 14th, and... I'm terrified. Terrified that I won't make it. That I'm so out of shape they send me back home because I couldn't handle the physical aspect of Basic Training. I pray that I'll be able to do it. I pray even more that I'll be 8 pounds below my max weight by then. If I'm not, I have to do PT (physical training) 3 times a day! And if I'm not five pounds below, I wont be able to go at all. I'm 3 pounds below my max weight right now... I've tried so hard, too. My goal is just to push myself tomorrow, though. Just push and push and push and push until I'm literally ready to pass out.

Anyways, I'll miss everyone! I'm kind of afraid to see how many messages and deviations I'll have when I get back on. In two weeks, I usually have between 100-300 of each. *shudders*

-----------------UPDATE!------------------------------

So... I have joined the Legion of Butter! All Hail my buttery master, ! He is my master, and I am butter! To know of what I speak, click---> [link] .

As you can see, my gallery is blank of all my artwork.... haha! That was task 0 to enter the Legion and show one's commitment to our master!

And to my butter colleagues and master: As you can see I am currently in Basic Training for The United States Air Force. Thus, I will be unable to perform my buttery duties as of 7/11/09. Please forgive me, and please do not dismiss me of my rank. I plan to complete all the tasks ASAP once I graduate from Basic in September.


The Legion as it is on 7/9/09: